You can take a look at it if you'd like, though Jesper might feel the need to examine your work and make adjustments after. He's taken to his fabrikator role quite robustly these days.
It does mean a lot to him. Not my cane, I mean him embracing himself.
I'm sure he'll be maddening about the chaotic way he practices, but I'm practicing deep breaths and telling myself it's not my place how he goes about it. That he knows what he's doing.
Even if I could create a color coded schedule for him that would maximize his time.
I'm glad to hear that. Truly. I know there is a lot of bullshit in the world but I genuinely hate anyone hiding who they are when it comes to something like that. I get why people do - especially Grisha - but I hate it all the same.
It's Jesper, of course he will. He'll practice all the random things first or the things that interest him the most.
I've been experimenting with a smaller caliber of ammunition that expands after impact and will hopefully be more capable of wounding, but not outright killing or maiming the target. It will of course require a more intense surgery after to remove, but shouldn't pose too much of a problem to a experienced physician.
It always pays to plan ahead. While I don’t mind leaving a body in my wake, it isn’t always worth the while to have to deal with it. To say nothing that having someone live with a reminder can be beneficial in and of itself.
You’re giving me a place to stay, the least I can do is ensure your fridge is well stocked. I’ll see you in a short while.
[As promised, Kaz does arrive not too long afterwards at her window. The fire escape seemed wiser to use rather than walking through the front entrance of her apartment building where security cameras might exist. Overkill perhaps, but Kaz is nothing if not cautious and meticulous. He lightly raps on her window frame with the tip of his cane, in his spare hand is a bag of food from an Indian street cart whose owners he became friendly with after helping them from getting fleeced. He’s a little rumpled but not the worse for wear, no bad injuries in sight. He’s tired, but there’s nothing new about that, and his gaze is still sharp as a shark’s.]
I like my social circle as is, the door will have to impress me to get added to my list of acquaintances.
[He’s not above teasing her back as he nimbly climbs inside and helps shut the window behind him.]
Nah, I’m fine. A little sooty from an explosion but nothing a shower later can’t fix.
[He looks around the space, it’s definitely nicer than many tenement buildings in the Barrel, though the ones that Kaz runs are decent. The University district tends to run higher end than the Barrel, though not as fancy as the Geldstraat where mansions like Van Eck’s are.]
Your abode suits you. And as promised I did bring dinner, though you’ll have to supply any drinks.
Good, solid wood does make it sound efficient. I do appreciate something that serves its purpose. Did you know I used a door as a desk for many years? Worked just fine.
[Kaz’s original office desk had been a door placed on top of two crates. It had only been when he’d taken over the gang from Haskell rather than working under the man that Kaz had upgraded to use Haskell’s old desk.]
Sounds like a dream. I hid out at a fancy hotel once. It made me really want to upgrade the Slat’s plumbing once I could afford it. It was a big day when I finally got us water that went hot and cold when it should.
[He sets the bag of food on her coffee table and starts to unpack the boxes.]
I drink wine, sure. I don’t know a fine vintage from what’s made in a bathtub, but I’ll drink it.
[He’s not above making jokes at his own expense, and it’s true that Kaz never had the chance to develop a refined palate.]
Well... they're not made from ice. But there's absolutely gonna be a couple sleighs. I know some people that can not only get me them, but also supply the animals needed without asking questions.
I wouldn't. I'd figure out who Kaz Brekker is, how to be him, without it.
[A truly daunting, terrifying undertaking. Not something that could happen overnight, if he could even ever heal enough for it at all. Could he be the monster he needs to be, if he's also a man living on his own terms like that? He doesn't have those answers.
It's easier to just focus right now on her teasing him about being grumpy. He gives her an exasperated look in response to her mimicry.]
I'm not broody. I'm just thinking.
[That's his defense, as he daringly reaches out to tickle her side for a moment.]
[Something about that feels so nice to be a part of. She wouldn't expect it to be easy for him, but he has enough of a reputation that disproving one rumor won't suddenly make people think he's nice.]
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