I don’t feel young most of the time. [It’s definitely the trauma. On the bright side though, his loved ones do at times help shed some of those ancient layers. Even with Stella he’s not above making jokes he might otherwise not. Like right now he cracks a little grin.] I’ve been legal in every sense of the word for a few years now, if that helps. And you’ve never once tried to borrow my cane to get me off your lawn.
I suppose you wisely wouldn't trust that I haven't got a doctored license to show as proof.
[Not that Kaz has to lie about his age, he's genuinely in his mid-twenties, but he certainly has many false identities to use for other reasons.]
A good thing then, as running with a drink in hand is no easy feat. [He takes another drink from his glass.] Do you think some experience can figuratively take off years, like some can add them on?
[Even though he can legally get into most places, that doesn't mean his name and reputation aren't a different barrier, or if not a barrier, then worth protecting.]
True enough, though coffee is worth the risk.
I more meant figurative than literal. Some experiences making one feel older than their years, and then other experiences or being around certain people making you feel younger. [He gives a small shrug.] It doesn't matter.
I suppose the first step in feeling young at heart would be to have a heart. Maybe I'll have to steal one sometime to check, I spent mine a long time ago on something more prudent.
[There's a glibness to his tone, an awareness that his dramatic talk is teasing as much as it is truth. While he can have most people believing his blood is pumped by greed and spite alone, those that know him well know that isn't entirely the case.]
Valentine's day is a commercialized mess. But it can be a little bit fun. And I think it would be a better surprise than a bunch of bats and skeletons in your office.
They each do have a different vibe to them. Valentine's and Halloween.
[There's a pause before he shares the rest.] I'm not much for holidays now, but as a little kid, Valentine's was on the rotation. [It is indeed a commercialized mess, like every holiday, but Kaz can't hate the few memories he has of his father and Jordie. It's a good memory.] It was really just homemade things, but it wasn't the worst experience.
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[It's the trauma, almost certainly.]
Virtual libraries are wonderful. They really help keep bookshelves reserved for the books you couldn't imagine not owning.
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I think you need to tell me you're legal and then wink. To really seal the deal.
I don't have a lawn, otherwise, you'd be running.
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[Not that Kaz has to lie about his age, he's genuinely in his mid-twenties, but he certainly has many false identities to use for other reasons.]
A good thing then, as running with a drink in hand is no easy feat. [He takes another drink from his glass.] Do you think some experience can figuratively take off years, like some can add them on?
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[He is no teenager, but he is still quite young.]
Much worse when it's a hot drink.
Maybe? I've never really thought about it. They say things like working out keep you young longer.
[But she's never had to worry about it.]
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[Even though he can legally get into most places, that doesn't mean his name and reputation aren't a different barrier, or if not a barrier, then worth protecting.]
True enough, though coffee is worth the risk.
I more meant figurative than literal. Some experiences making one feel older than their years, and then other experiences or being around certain people making you feel younger. [He gives a small shrug.] It doesn't matter.
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No, I can see that. I know many experiences add. But I do find that keeping young people as my friends keeps me from feeling so ancient.
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[There's a glibness to his tone, an awareness that his dramatic talk is teasing as much as it is truth. While he can have most people believing his blood is pumped by greed and spite alone, those that know him well know that isn't entirely the case.]
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[She knows he has a heart, he wouldn't look after the Crows the way he does if he didn't have a heart.
She finishes off the last of her wine at sets the glass down.]
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I can see you enjoying Valentine's Day.
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Valentine's day is a commercialized mess. But it can be a little bit fun. And I think it would be a better surprise than a bunch of bats and skeletons in your office.
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[There's a pause before he shares the rest.] I'm not much for holidays now, but as a little kid, Valentine's was on the rotation. [It is indeed a commercialized mess, like every holiday, but Kaz can't hate the few memories he has of his father and Jordie. It's a good memory.] It was really just homemade things, but it wasn't the worst experience.
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[With the dark clothes and crow cane.]
Holidays lose something as an adult. I used to love the summer Solstace, we would be up until late, dancing and drinking. It was wonderful.
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[He finishes up the wine in his glass as well.]
I suppose harvest festivals now don't have quite the same appeal.
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No, harvest festivals are all pumpkin spice and apple picking now.
[She stretches and yawns.]
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Are you not tired?
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[He shifts to the end of his seat, leaning forward to grasp one of the glasses.]
Maybe a little. I don't know that I can even tell any longer.
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[She grabs the other glass and the bottle, she's still giving a bit of a smile and a tease]
You are welcome to try and sleep, I'll make a wall of pillow.
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They're so sweet, OMG. <3
I know! I love them
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