Even though Kaz finally releases her from her biggest of worries, Kate has been holding that tension for so long that she is not quite letting go of it yet. It has been eating her up the second her memories of her mistakes assaulted her once she finally woke up.The stiffness on her shoulders became her company for the day as her own thoughts betrayed her. What if Kaz realized she wasn't worth the trouble? He always valued loyalty above all things. Had he felt let down enough to let go of what they have? Over and over again Kate convinced herself of the worst possible outcome was waiting, only to hold onto a little hope and again sabotage herself with dark thoughts.
Perhaps he didn't notice it yet, but since she walked into that room her yes have had a glassy coat to them.
It's only once he confesses what she already knew, but that longed to hear, that the wetness behind her lashes becomes more obvious. She blinks a few times, letting out a deep sigh as the stiffness is finally gone. Her shoulders visibly sag while she wipes her eyes. Her lips are pressed into a thin line, suppressing a nervous laugh until she is once again able to speak.
"We both have to work on things. I've been -- I'm not the best at handling my emotions when I'm frustrated. And... Yeah, even if I knew how you feel..." That nervous laugh finally breaks out. "I have to admit it feels fucking nice to hear it."
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Perhaps he didn't notice it yet, but since she walked into that room her yes have had a glassy coat to them.
It's only once he confesses what she already knew, but that longed to hear, that the wetness behind her lashes becomes more obvious. She blinks a few times, letting out a deep sigh as the stiffness is finally gone. Her shoulders visibly sag while she wipes her eyes. Her lips are pressed into a thin line, suppressing a nervous laugh until she is once again able to speak.
"We both have to work on things. I've been -- I'm not the best at handling my emotions when I'm frustrated. And... Yeah, even if I knew how you feel..." That nervous laugh finally breaks out. "I have to admit it feels fucking nice to hear it."