[ She could've lied and made up a joke. There are some nights that are harder because of how moody of a sleeper the True Sea is. It's impossible to write when she's angry. And while that's true, that some of her letters started to unnaturally slant and had to be paused for another time, that's not what she had meant at all.
Perhaps it's easier to admit how she feels knowing he'll never have any proof of it. Jesper and Wylan joke about transcribing their audio conversations, but she's grateful they haven't been able to figure that one out yet. Writing it down gives him something tangible to hold onto. Writing it down confronts her. ]
All of you, obviously.
[ Not just him, although that's what she meant. ]
Sometimes it's hard to write about what's happened because I miss you. I'm still so used to you all being by my side that sitting down to write it down to you is strange.
[ She doesn't regret leaving, although she sometimes wishes they all could've joined her. She knows why they couldn't. This is her path to take, not theirs. ]
no subject
[ She could've lied and made up a joke. There are some nights that are harder because of how moody of a sleeper the True Sea is. It's impossible to write when she's angry. And while that's true, that some of her letters started to unnaturally slant and had to be paused for another time, that's not what she had meant at all.
Perhaps it's easier to admit how she feels knowing he'll never have any proof of it. Jesper and Wylan joke about transcribing their audio conversations, but she's grateful they haven't been able to figure that one out yet. Writing it down gives him something tangible to hold onto. Writing it down confronts her. ]
All of you, obviously.
[ Not just him, although that's what she meant. ]
Sometimes it's hard to write about what's happened because I miss you. I'm still so used to you all being by my side that sitting down to write it down to you is strange.
[ She doesn't regret leaving, although she sometimes wishes they all could've joined her. She knows why they couldn't. This is her path to take, not theirs. ]