If you don't mind that it might not be entirely enjoyable for me at first. It isn't personal. But not everyone would want to experience that, I imagine.
[The desire is intermingled with the disgust, and unpacking that phobia isn't something he'd want to share with anyone without fair warning.]
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[The desire is intermingled with the disgust, and unpacking that phobia isn't something he'd want to share with anyone without fair warning.]